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devon dexter hamilton zangari [21 Jan 2007|12:17am] [ mood | loved ] the worst feeling in the world is having the most amazing person in the entire world unofficially and it one day just being gone. but the best feeling in the entire world is knowing that you had an impact on that person that was strong enough to bring them back after they figured theirselves out. everything started again as if nothing had ever ended in the first place. the feelings that i had never disapeared but were only faded slightly because in the back of my mind i knew that he was different than anyone i have ever met. it seems like the story book romance that i have already dreamed about fell right back into place the way it should be. hes the only person i can be myself around. truly caring about someone is when they can come over first thing in the morning while you're all gross and sleepy ish and them not have a care in the world about it because they love the person that you are and not by the way you look. i love talking about the summer and how perfect things were and still are. i love him falling asleep next to me and waking up drenched in his spaghetti smelling sweat. i love when he stares me straight in the eyes and i can see into them rather then them just being hollow like nothing exists behind them. i love when he uses his dumb little voice when he says pwease and if anyone else would say it like that i'd probably look at them as if they were retarded. i love the feeling of him saying "we're laying here forever" and knowing that if he could he would. i love him telling me that he's not going anywhere and actually feeling confident that he isn't. i love him looking like a shitload of different animals and all of the nicknames that i have for him. but most of all, i love the fact that he takes care of me and is the boyfriend that i never had. an actual boyfriend that is amazing, treats me way better than i have ever been treated, makes me feel like im beautiful, like i have a place in someone elses world. <3 1 comment|post comment

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[04 Jul 2004|10:19pm] yoo... enjoy... ♥ Rachel post comment

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